اوصیکم بالصبر والصلوه...

I am simply exhausted. Haven't got a single reason to get back to life anymore. Just can't care about anything anymore...

All there is left is truth and forgiveness...

The truth is that I still love him and I know that I have to forgive myself for that...

I forgive myself for all my feelings and desires... for missing so much and the truth is that "no dreams"... there are only memories...